Amygdala

by Tingsek

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1.
Rust 04:29
I don’t know what you’ve been through but you don’t get out much do you? Your bitterness is overdue, 
it grows all over you But for real! it’s closer than what you can imagine, the change. You owe it to what still remain Once proudly you fullfilled 
what was expected of you
. Once you worked for what they build, for all of us to continue
 But like everybody else, 
you took it all for granted and did it all just for your self – and then rust implanted At least you have someone for this occasion, who’s willing to look right through. Stripped of all hope and expectations, reflecting bad on you This lost cause perfected you
! (I know that’s what you’re thinking)
 When the ship goes down you go proudly too. Once a long time ago you fulfilled what was expected of you. Once you worked for what they builded
, for all of us to continue
 But like everybody else, you derailed and took it all for granted. 
And did it all just for yourself and then rust implanted Oh, you don’t wanna get it together it feels worse when it gets better!!!
2.
I’m not quite sure, how to tell it. How to bring back those days right . It deserves more, I don’t wanna undersell it The power of back then just sways right. Bringin up memories (ah the chills I get) From the 1980’s (Hey) Original splendor , turn that stone share those memories. I’m a truth bender, I paint thoughts complimentary. Oh, and everything feels right and perfectly satisfying. Original splendor, here’s to the true essence of those memories But as usual it breaks within, there’s no more mystery. And what I see is that broken chain spin, portraying a faded history. With that path chosen they become enemies Just about as broken. Just like that mirror sharing memories
3.
I press play and there’s us. I guess around 15. You’d be ”Gas station Gus”, Peter, Paul and Gene. Our laughter looped on to an old tape, you’d break, to make it sound more true, dirty and less fake. I really miss you! I really miss you! All the commotion and creative devotion All the things we would do if you were here to All the things we would do ! We’d form a band and brag about its breakthrough. You’d ask me to dumb it down and I’d laugh at you . And it never really mattered how fucked up things could be. You’d find a way somehow to cheat reality. You made me believe in things I didn’t know exist, things that were there all along on your “to do list” I really miss you! I really miss you! ….. and creative devotion All the things we would do if you were here to All the things we would do ! We would probably fight and I would say you were delusional. And you would get away with anything as ususal.
4.
The Fiddlers 03:36
We’re the fiddlers of your conscience trying to tell you what to do . With the utmost confidence we tell you to stop and re-value. It’s true that this scenery create some inner most reality. But it leaves out on the full machinery and things like dimensionality If things really go bad and your world shatter. Maybe I can say something that actually matter. If this progression can ease your depression maybe I can say something that matter. We´re the one’s at the end of the rainbow, we know everything you don’t. If you want your everyday to gain glow turn the volume way on your phone. Back it up with a melody and the words can glow in their own meaninglessness. They take the backdoor to your identity and pinpoint your weaknesses.
5.
Fool 03:44
I just can’t shake it, this weight stuck right to my bones. It feels like it’s gonna break me. I’ve tried to fake it but clearly my cover was blown when I was trying to break free. I just don’t know how to do it no more (You gotta get rid of that fool!) I know i do! But ah, he’s clinging. (But he’s telling you what you can’t do) That’s true ! So fuck you, I’m gonna do what i wanna do. Fuck you! Facing the wreckage, nothing’s broke, it’s all there. So what was i fighting? I can’t remember but I feel as light as I feel prepared to put this all down in writing. It sure feels better. I might just be on a break through. But he’s gonna be back! Well I know him to well. (You gotta get rid of that fool!) oh, well I know i do. I know, I know, I know! But he’s a good guy still. (He’s telling you what you can’t do) That’s true . Well there’s nothing i can do, It’s got value.
6.
Mother Maker 03:58
How do you, how do you do what you do? You stay up-right and no matter what, somehow you pull through. I’m so sorry for what you have to go through. All that weight you carry with you. Unbreakable mother, maker! Bruised-up and beated you just keep going on. Oh, yes you do. Unbreakable, break down breaker! You keep your head up and move on. How did you, how did you push through? How did you keep us unaware of you picking all the shit up. I’m so sorry for what you had to go through And for all that weight you carry. We’re here to help you. Unbreakable mother, maker! Bruised-up and beated you just keep going on. Oh, yes you do. Unbreakable, break down breaker! You keep your head up and move on. It’s time for it to be about you. Whatever I can do . There’s gotta be a way for you to heal. And to feel like you deserve to feel.
7.
Fall, fall, fall in to me . Don’t pull back All, all, all instantly. It seems on track Light changes suddenly and everything slows down. Serenity’s surrounding me Still, still, still, patience child. Be here now Feel, feel, feel safe and sound. These moments are just in and out. Light changes suddenly and everything slows down. Serenity’s surrounding me Dream, dream, dream wide awake. Don’t rush it. Sing, sing, sing quietly. It’s as good as it’s gonna get Light changes suddenly and everything slows down. Serenity’s surrounding me
8.
Hey you! I love you more than I know how to. Miss brand-new, I can’t wait `til we get together. But I think I might go crazy. (You don’t wanna loose yourself completely
.) Whatever will be, I just can’t wait to start this family. I’ve really tried not letting to much out. Explosions on the verge of a black out
. But I’ve never been more at ease and I never loved like this. So why should I put some kind of lid on? This information is to good to sit on
. I really cannot ask for more. I’m at a place I have never been before.. Hey you! I love you more than I know how to. Miss brand-new, I can’t wait `til we get together. But I think I might go crazy. (You don’t wanna loose yourself completely
.) Whatever will be, I just can’t wait to start this family. It feels weird to be factual. Well I know it’s not supernatural
. But whatever I stand for, this is someone that did not exist before. This new perspective is so unreal, I can’t believe this is how I feel 
Oh, with the love you represent , everything looks beautifully different.
9.
Let That Go 04:01
Hey Mr Toothgrinder! What’s the rebel cause today? Why so frustrated? Why the discontent? About everything and everyone that pass you by. One thousand pages a minute to clarify . It leaves purpose buried. And you will never find what really matters. It’s too crowded. You should’ve let that go You should’ve let that go You should’ve let that go You should’ve let that go There’s the going crazy from the daily consideration that you might not be born on this planet. You really can’t believe that anyone would understand you, so you declare yourself lonely and bitter until the end. It leaves purpose buried. And you will never find what really matters. It’s way too crowded. You should’ve let that go You should’ve let that go You should’ve let that go ’cause you really don’t wanna know. You should’ve let that go. I can’t believe that you didn’t just let that go. Like what the play on most radio shows. You should really just let that go. Well I hope that you make it out ’cause I know what your world’s about There’s more than one road to consider , one that doesn’t overflow. That makes you a lot less bitter. You should’ve let that go You should’ve let that go… that you didn’t just let that go. Like what the play on most radio shows. You should really just let that go
10.
It’s changing. It’s ready to never go back, it’s changing. It’s out of hand and it’s way off track and it’s breaking. It’s falling apart, crack by crack it’s breaking. You know it but still you do nothing about it. You know it. But do you know what’s best for you? I doubt it. You grow it, somewhere in the back where no one ever finds it, you grow it. So why don’t we just call it and how are we still thinking about it. I just wanna tell you to stick it ‘cause we will never make it. There must be something greater that we ‘re supposed to do together. Now, that’s just lies the making. We know to well that we’re mistaken. So let’s do it! Let’s just shake on it and pack things up. Let’s just do it. Not just a break from it, let’s get away from it. Let’s just do that! I’ll miss you every second of the day if it comes to that. I think I’m gonna loose it.
11.
About those words you chose that day. Was it a truth or intoxicated and ill-stated. ’Cause it lingers as brutal, as they say, when telling me to recognize it and move on. Where you gonna go, where you gonna go? Where you gonna go, where you gonna go? It’s all gonna blow, it’s all gonna blow. Where you gonna go, where you gonna go Somewhere we both got it. What it would take to find clarity in these parts but we bet on the easy call and linger on the fact that it will never change at all Where we gonna go, where we gonna go? (Where do we belong?) Where we gonna go where we gonna go (This is not meant to be at all) It’s all gonna blow, it’s all gonna blow. (Where do we get off?) Where we gonna go, where we gonna go? Where we gonna go, where we gonna go? Where we gonna go, where we gonna go? It’s all gonna blow it’s all gonna blow Where you gonna go, where you gonna go? Then just.. and lights out. No way to know, we’ll never find out. And the concept of forever goes hand in hand with ”no way, not a chance and never”
12.
Did that just happen? Are you gone for real? Ah, days go by and it all become comfortably distorted. Like you just disapeared on me, again. Case closed and I throw away the key. Just like the way you tought me. I’m diagnosed with a fake reality. But there’s a cure for this infection and I intend to break through yes i do, yes i do, yes i do. I’m starting over and I will cry for you again. Nothing left to lose. But I know in your heart, you knew our love for you. But you gave up your privelege to choose. I guess you though there was nothing left to do for you.. Case closed and I throw away the key. Just like the way you tought me. I’m diagnosed with a fake reality. But there’s a cure for this infection and I intend to break through yes i do, yes i do, yes i do. I’m starting over and I will cry for you again.
13.
We had it all. Didn’t want for anything. No shelter, no bread, no circus. But where was your word on sunday afternoons, when they were needed the most Carousels and carnivals while you stayed at home Spent the days believing that it was the only way to go I waited for you. Vivid imagination saved you. The woods out back and the bicycle track wasn’t nearly good enough, no Your old record collection, the Elo and the Beatles section. (and you go) Be my guest - try your best I’ll be right there with you, soon it’ll be my turn to fall. (Mirror, mirror on the wall. Who’s your daddy after all?) Your gaze is steady but the mirror keeps on crashing down (Mirror mirror off the wall.) You are a brilliant mind, could accomplish anything. No problem, no challenge, the greater. But I didn’t care at all as the seconds ticked away I know ‘cause I counted them all Holidays and summer camps while you stayed at work. I waited for you, I know that you tried your best But sad to say, though you meant it well it was never good enough. Now I’m walking down your high street. While you say -Be my guest, do what you can, little man, pride precedes the fall’ I’ll be right there with you. Soon it’ll be my turn to fall (Mirror, mirror on the wall, who’s your daddy after all) Your gaze is steady but the mirror keeps on crashing down. (Mirror mirror off the wall.) I had it sorted. I knew what tricks to not fall for. (You are misstra know it all, till you find out on your own) Now, enjoy your last laugh. I will live to make it ours. (We’ll be misstras know fuck all together, together, together…)
14.
I don’t know what to say. No, there is nothing there today. My head is stuck and I can’t get it out. I don’t know what to do but I really don’t care, do you? I’ll ride it out like a million times before. I’m good. Now, I am not to feel like this nomore. I’m good ‘cause you wash it off and open up that door. All I need to hear; your voice and I’m clear from thoughts that go down , down, down. They happen to meet down there, and then they’re everywhere. Then you show and they drown, drown, drown. My love. Everything within uncurl My love. The sweetest, most beautiful girl in the world This is the sound it makes, this is how I feel. This is my love and it’s real. Oh, my love.

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released October 14, 2016

Amygdala is produced & engineered by Magnus Tingsek
Co Produced by: Måns Mernsten except “My Turn To Fall”, co-produced by Jarle Bernhoft & Carl Granberg.
Mixed by Carl Granberg with Magnus Tingsek
Mastered by Hoffe Stannow at Cosmos Mastering

Artwork by Love Lundell
Layout & Design Måns Mernsten Photo by Anders Tingsek

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Since the early 2000s, Tingsek has given his audience Swedish soul with influences of American tradition. After six successful albums, he is finally back with the new album "Home"

Tingsek has collaborated with a number of renowned artists over the years such as Alen Stone, Bernhoft and Haley Reinhart amongst others.
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